Yay!! Thank God it's Friday!! Work week is done! Oh.......wait......I'm a stay at home Mom. I don't get days off. Yeah, working Mom's don't get days off either, but sorry, today is a week I wished I had worked out of the home!! Not to make this a who's a better Mom, Working VS Stay at Home Mom's. Not that at all. But I'm sure some of you Working Mom's get a little fed up with some Co-Worker's at work, my co-workers, just so happen to be my children. And they don't work very well. So the Boss has been quite cranky, and yelling this week. Suuuure get a job they say, it will do you some good they say......it will be helpful they say........I say No, no it doesn't. It just makes me stress about a bunch of new things, and if people haven't gotten the memo, I have anxiety......so I can't calm the F#%K down. I'd be the bag lady at your grocery store, asking "Do you want F#%king paper or F#%king plastic, B*$h?!" Or the lady running drive thru at your favorite fast food place, "Um, Where's my BBQ sauce?" Customer asks? It's in the F#%king bag, open your F#%king eyes. What are ya stupid, or something?" So where should I go get an application?! Yeah.......that would go well. Oh and another thing, I'm just a plain Ol, mean B*$h. Won't deny that one bit. You put me in to a place that stresses me out, I am not a joy. It's funny I "think" like this, because the one thing I do is I like to make people laugh & smile. And I do have a big heart. But once you are out in that working world, people can be A$$h*les. You F#%k with their BBQ sauce & it's the end of the World!!! Really, it is!! Same goes for a toddler when you put milk in the worn damn cup! It's the end of the World!! So, see working just sucks whether you stay home or go to work. Life's hard no matter what you do.
I guess I'm just trying to say, I NEED a break!! A break for myself. I don't care if that sounds selfish, call me selfish, but Mom's do NEED their OWN time BY THEMSELVES!! It refreshes her mind, and calms her nerves. Which makes for a better Mommy. I get about an hour a day, and that is my time when I am writing this blog. Or taking pictures. If I ever do get time to myself I feel guilty. Guilty because I left the kids. It's what I have been doing for 15 years, a Stay at home Mom. I wish I could say that I am some awesome ranking Mom since I have been doing this so long, but I can't. Parenting is one of the toughest jobs out there. It'll make ya go crazy, kinda like I did. I find myself to be like the Mom, Lois, from Malcolm in the Middle, more, & more, everyday. Enough said. Vent Over.......WOW, Don't know where that came from?! LOLOLOLOL!!! Crazy, absolutely crazy!! Don't hate me cause I'm crazy, darlin'.
But I am a firm believer that "Everyday may not be good, but there is something good in everyday." So I try to find it, everyday. Which is why I LOVE doing the 365 projects. Today's good was Chelsea & Kwintyn making a blanket fort on the couch. But their imagination turned it in to a race track!! Ka-Chow!!
Blanket Fort
Boo!!!
Ka-Chow!!! A race track!
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